Everywhere I go I seem to be surrounded by couples. I'm happy for them, and they too have had their fair share of heartache, but it is making me feel so jealous that they now have what I want. Lately I've been thinking how unfair life is that I've not found someone special to share these moments with. I've got a wedding to go to soon and I think I am the only single girl going... at least I have a decent chance of catching the bouquet then!
Friends are getting engaged, or getting into serious relationships - I've had several notifications on Facebook that so-and-so are now 'in a relationship' with so-and-so. Like I didn't already know this seeing as I'm friends with said so-and-so. I don't need Facebook rubbing my nose in it! I actually wouldn't change or put up my relationship status on Facebook - noone needs to know what stage of relationship I'm in, and imagine if you then broke up, you'd have people messaging you publicly about it! Facebook has also told me that certain friends have found a place to move in with their partner - again, is this smugness too much information?
On the other hand, I have friends telling me about their relationship problems and how they had an argument about something small and trivial. Part of me wants to grab them and shake some sense into them - why pick at small things when you have someone you want to be with for the rest of your lives. Some people yearn to have what you have, and would do nice things to show them that they care instead of picking at inconsequential things.
Humph. Even writing about this is making me feel sad and jealous. I'm sure I'll be back to my normal self in a few days but at the moment it's really getting me down :-( I just want to be loved by someone who I love back. Why is it so difficult to meet that someone???? When will it happen for me????!
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