Sunday Blues

Sunday evening. The end of a crappy day actually. I woke up relatively early and was looking forward to a nice Sunday before the working week starts again. And I was let down... I got cancelled on. I was really pissed off earlier.

Now I'm feeling a bit better. I ended up going shopping and I bought toiletries!! I know I promised not to, but this was stuff that I'd run out of, and it was boring stuff like floss and facial scrub. So it doesn't strictly count!

Tonight I caught up on the rest of my chores and finished going through some paperwork and tidying my room. Sometimes I get in a real mood for decluttering and sorting things out. It's kind of like out with the old and in with the new... a fresh start. Speaking of new things, I tried out my new eyelash curlers today and boy are they good!! They really made my lashes curl, and I felt that my eyes looked bigger and brighter. I didn't use any mascara - didn't really feel the need as I wasn't seeing anyone today - but also wanted to see how long the curl lasted. It's now been about 12 hours since I curled them and they're still holding strong. Very impressed!!

Watched Top Gear tonight - I ♥ Top Gear!!! It's one of the best shows on TV I think. I could not stop laughing during the show. They had to make their own motorhomes and drive down to Cornwall and then do all sorts of activities including cooking a 3 course meal. Hammond somehow set fire to his while making dessert. They must have so much fun making this programme.

While watching TV tonight it got me thinking... I was a little sad that I was watching Top Gear on my own. I used to watch this with H... and more recently, with Mr Special. I miss having someone around... to snuggle up with on the sofa and watch films or shows or just random stuff. It was always so nice to have a cuddle or tuck my feet underneath them to keep warm, to turn my head and be enveloped in that person's scent and warmth. To feel someone's arm around me, keeping me safe, especially if we were watching something scary. To have a gentle kiss on my cheek for no reason. I miss being with someone.

*Sigh*