I am a little bit tipsy as I write this sitting in my bed... I had a few drinks after work with some of the guys from work. Lovely evening, great food, delicious vino and fab company. What more can a girl ask for?
I've had a few things to digest these last couple of days... mostly that Mr Special is coming back to London next week so I'll have a chance to see him again if I want to. Part of me really wants to see him. And part of me wants to forget him. And I don't know what to do!
The other bit of news is that my ex H is now a proud father! I am happy for him, but I feel a bit weird and not really sure why... perhaps it's the knowledge that he now has everything that I want... to be married to the one you love and with a baby. A perfect little family.
Feeling tired and tipsy but just wanted to share those thoughts :-)
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