Ah, good old England. The second Bank Holiday of May and yep, it rained. I was actually a bit ill over the weekend, so I stayed home for some of it. I also went to visit my parents for a bit of TLC, which was sorely needed. Trying to get over Mr Special is really taking its toll on me.
I feel so very emotional and tearful at times, other times I'm angry, it varies from one extreme to another! I think this emotional upset has triggered my not being very well, and I hate it. I hate that a man has upset me so much. I hate that someone else has affected me so greatly. I know that Time Heals All Wounds, and I have to be patient, these things cannot be rushed. But how I long for the day when I can hear his name and not be reduced to a gibbering wreck!
Despite feeling a bit crap, I managed to see Lady Gaga at The O2 - one of the most brilliant shows I've seen in a long time. I wouldn't say that I am a huge fan of hers, but I think she has an amazing voice, and I really like lots of her songs. I actually think she is very talented. I don't know much about her background or personal life, but boy can she sing and dance - LIVE. I saw Britney in concert last year and honestly, she mimed her way through about 95% of her show.
I feel like I am caught in my very own Bad Romance... I hope there's a happy ending out there somewhere :-)
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