But it's really Monday! That means a short working week this week... this also just leaves me a short week to pack for my holidays!
Had a really lovely long weekend back at my folks. Lots of family meals and quality family time. Saw lots of our relatives too so it was good to catch up with them.
I had a really long conversation with Mr Special too. That was really really nice. He told me it was good to hear my voice, and that he's looking forward to seeing me. I don't know if I'm reading too much into things but it made me feel all gooey inside. It's always so much nicer to speak to him rather than emailing or instant messaging - I'm so thankful for those methods of communication but there is nothing like actually talking to someone, to hear the tones and nuances of their voice.
I'm a bit nervous about seeing him... I'm scared about how I'm going to feel. I don't want to end up getting hurt, but equally I don't want to regret not doing things. I'd much rather regret having done stuff than not.
I wish I knew what was going on in his mind. I wish... for so much stuff that will never happen.
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