Just a quick post today... all is quiet on the western front. I got my smear test results the other day and I have to go back for a repeat in a few months time. Feel very bored of hospitals and people poking about in private places... and a little bit apprehensive if I'm being totally honest. I really thought everything was okay after the last time, and now it seems I'm going to go through the regular 6 monthly smears for a while longer. *Sigh*
According to the letter, my test results aren't a cause for concern, but I am still a little worried. Especially as these last few days I've been thinking about the future and how I'd like to have children... What if it turns out that I have something really terrible and I can never have kids? I'd be so gutted... so upset.
Fingers crossed there isn't anything to be worried about. But the part of it I hate is the waiting game - if I could go in next week that would be fab! Alas, here's to waiting for my appointment letter... Goodnight all!
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